SPIRITED64

♥

2012-02-12T23:13:00.001+08:00

If we lived together,

[ ] Argue all the time.

[ ] Sex sex sex!

[ ] Eat icecream for breakfast.

[♥] Watch movies.

[♥] Prank call.

[♥] Text you even though you're just right across the room.

[♥] Chat.

[♥] Pillow fight!

[♥] Cuddle.

[♥] Kiss.

[ ] Throw a party.

[ ] Make out.

[♥] Whatever you want. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

[ ] Err I wouldn't even want to live with you.

If we kissed by accident I would,

[♥] Bite your lips softly.

[♥] Kiss you back.

[ ] Slap you.

[♥] Laugh about it.

[♥] Stare at you while wondering if I should kiss you again.

[ ] It wouldn't happen.

[ ] Will never ever ever happen.

If you held my hand, I would,

[♥] Lock my fingers between yours.

[♥] What you doing eh?

[ ] Pull away.

If you hugged me, I would:

[♥] Hug you back.

[ ] Push away.

[♥] It's alright, just let you hug me.

Would I date you,

[♥] Yes.

[ ] No.

[ ] Maybe.

[ ] I don't know.

I wish I can say that to you. O^O

But I know that it is not going to happen... Never ever...

You will never ever say that to me and I have no guts to tell you...

现实

2012-02-11T11:00:00.001+08:00

哪怕是做梦也好。。。我好想再次和你说话。。。
哪怕是做梦也好。。。我好想你再次看着我。。。
哪怕是做梦也好。。。我也要不顾一切说出我的真心话。。。

But... Not even dream of you once... Not even once...

AGM 2011

2012-02-11T00:11:00.001+08:00

Annual General Meeting 2011 (Lag by a year but who cares?). And so today marks the end of me being a Cultural division Vice head for Japanese Tsubasa Club (JTC).

I will be moving on to the next milestone in my life, creating something epic before 21122012... (Plays epic BGM). Okay lah, maybe not something epic as it is an epic resolution to begin with. ωωω
I will be in school most of the time for my FYP and projects... So... People... Prepare... To... See... Me... Shag with white hair and eyebags and dark eye circles. OTL I would really be a undead zombie by than.
Maybe from there, I might create something epic. ωωω (Just me and my epic-ness)

After handing over, my life will sure change a lot from now on... I will not be as busy as before I guess?? And bye bye my 'home'... I'm now handing to my 'children'. Being cultural head is enjoyable, there are a lot of fun things and also there are also bad things... Either way, I learnt more things and changed the way I was before. (Not major change but I am a wee bit confident than before)

So my 'children'! Don't get discouraged or upset by setbacks! Just remember to be stronger! All the bad things will just be your stepping stone! So just remember that! ^_^ I came by this position in a harsh way at first but slowly I became fine... And... I kinda stopped improving... :|

Anyway, just enjoy being a head! Even though you are a head, you still enjoy what the members and your GLs will be doing! Cheer up! In fact the things will be done in a more satisfying way! Because they are all planned under your hard-work and sweat!

So GANBATTE Mya and Mavis! :D

Laziness

2012-02-10T12:47:00.002+08:00

Laziness... You deserve to die. See now Im being so lazy. D:

Comparison

2012-02-07T16:37:00.001+08:00

你们常拿我和某某人比较。比较谁比较厉害，谁比较独立。。。结论终是我比某某人弱，比某某人差。在你们下定结论前，can't you all make use of your brain？可以用脑想一下吗？

You all compare me with all those elite people about grades, independence. Why can't you all compare my other qualities like my logic, my 生活常识 or others?

You all compare me down to others.

Fine I accept that but how can you compare me to a 8 year old relative who you claim has the guts to fly all the way from Sweden to Singapore?? Please use some brains can? If I AM THAT KID, would you all just let me fly all the way alone to a foreign country??

NO. Am I correct?
You all will sure come up with some stupid lies and stop me from doing that.
An example would be that I said to you that I want to go Japan for my graduation trip. And you flatly disagree. See the difference? Its not my fault but your fault.

Somemore that idea is only suggested. Its not even planned lah please. And 你们反对到这样. You all still dare complain? I still not dare talk back arh.

Arbo I fly now to Japan alone lah, then you all can show off to people lah hor. And yea, you will allow? 天塌下来咯~ By the time you allow me, it will be like doomsday or sometime 10 years later. Bleh.

Funny thoughts

2012-02-03T22:19:00.002+08:00

Just randomly thought of something which I find it quite funny.

"Why do people bring their bike helmet to board public transport?!"

Are they bikers??
If yes, WHAT THE HELL HAPPEN TO THEIR BIKES??
If no, why you have that helmet?? For fun?? To show off?? In public transport?????
If just boarding friend's bike, why can't your friend keep that helmet for you at the bike??

Seriously I just can't get it. :O The freaking helmet seems heavy and troublesome. And that is just weird to have um bikers with helmets on LRT/MRT/buses... Please somehow shoot the reason why to my brain ty. (not offending anyone but just me lah)

And this is just so cute.

Interesting people

2012-02-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

I just realized, throughout the 19 years of my life, I had encounter a lot of type of people. Some are good while some are bad while some are just normal. So recently, more new people are discovered by me! So I'll just state them down cos I find it kinda interesting. ^^

For girls:
1. Girls who are forever self-denial.
They find themselves forever correct and people are forever wrong. Very interesting, I don't get how can people not be wrong. Really interesting. I can't understand why I keep meeting these type of girls. OTL

2. Girls who can't let pride down for friendship.
They still care about pride and face. They just don't care if they lose a friend. She shall eventually be a Miss Forever Alone I guess... Maybe they just don't know the importance of 'friends'.

3. Girls who mood-swing all the time.
Acts like a volcano. Haha. Trigger her and she will explode!! (When I mean explode, I mean really)

4. Girls who likes hugs.
Like me! I love hugs~ :D Hugging is the best medicine for me.

For guys:
1. Guys who are gentlemanly.
The type who are gentlemen. A man, worrying when ladies/girls go home late at night, guys who hate girls to go home too late just because they worry for their safety. Ok, I swear this is the first time a guy say that to me. LOL. Idk if he was trying to shoo me off or what but anyway, gentlemen guys.

2. Insensitive guys
Guys who need tons of hints to get one point across. =w=

3. Troll guys
TMD I swear I met a lot of them since last year. And they all seriously are just making lame jokes. =w= serious. Too lazy to care about them anyway.

4. Shy guys
Quite a few, although not shy around me anymore but if you compare last time and now, you can feel the difference. Obviously!

So tada~ My list about people. :D So its getting late and my brain is currently unproductive so good night! :D

My way

2012-01-30T23:36:00.003+08:00

Why are things not going my way? :O

Instead things are going another way. Like literally the opposite way. OTL

Is my way of thinking that difficult? My brain that hard to understand?? I just can't get it. *shrugs* Well, I can't get other people's brain too. They tend to go one big big round just to get me to understand things. And in the end having not enough time to tell me about it. =.=

Guys will just be guys. WHY SO LONG WINDED? Or rather do I look like I will not understand what you are saying?? D:

I'm just so surprised that a lot of people who don't know me well thinks that I am *cough* smart *cough*. In the end, I just get what they are saying but no idea why. =.= And yea, misunderstandings happen and tada~

And yea, today, someone compliment that I am so fun. LOL. I'm just feeling high after my test and thats all. Prolly won't be seeing they all often I guess? :D Well, that might be good so like that they will know I am fun and more funny. LOL

Stress

2012-01-29T23:37:00.001+08:00

Stress arh. My course's assignment does not automatically complete with a click ok. So stop saying until it is damn easy. If it is damn easy, do I need to suffer by staying up to solve the codes?? I know you all care and I appreciate that but put yourself in my own shoes.

Saying coding is easy?? Come on you try.

No

2012-01-26T20:35:00.002+08:00

You are just not going to care anymore right? You are not even replying my sms anymore. And I pretty much guessed that. Derrrr.

Fairness

2012-01-25T19:30:00.001+08:00

Hi guys, I know today is the 3rd day of CNY... So with me bombaring all these about fairness and pissing you all off... Im so sorry for that but I just need to say out.

Nothing is fair in this world. Being 'counseled' by my parents about it and I thought "o well, the world is just round."

And today, right after a presentation, someone was raged. And obviously she was aiming at us even though she say she's not. Drrrrr... You are so obvious and I bet you won't say you're wrong till cher pointed out to you. I knew that would happen so *shrug*. Its not like we pass, you must pass. Vice versa, we just happen to have appealing graphics and at least a workable scene. You don't need to rage over this matter. You have to learn someday that in this world, there is nothing that will go according to your way.

The people now around you just follow your way because you are too demanding and persistent. Girl, why not take sometime to learn how to heed people's advice and actually LISTEN to them?? What makes you so sure that you have the BEST idea in the world??

And being in a team means working together. Your teammates are perfectly alright and in fact stronger than ours. You have a winning team but i don't know how this all end up like this. You might have to start reflecting on your actions ok. Just because of this reason - the world won't always go YOUR way.

Happy CNY!

2012-01-24T10:09:00.001+08:00

Hi! Me here wishing you all a Happy Chinese New Year! :D

And my new year so far... ...

I had been bitten by something at my neck. D: A lump there ish sho painful. ;__; /sobs

Rants

2012-01-21T20:05:00.000+08:00

I hate it when...

People don't reply my sms/message
Things don't go the way I want
My nail polish chip
My nail polish is destroyed
I cannot finish my work
I can't get what I want
People follow me around
I don't have enough money
Guys that look cute are always short
That 2cm cannot grow
I can't find a real Ikuto
People follow me around
I do the wrong decisions
I don't know what I want
My room is always messy
I am taller than cute guys
I am not reaching 170cm
Most guys are shorter than me
I fail
I did something wrong

And so many things. :O And another new year is here soon~ :D

SOPA

2012-01-20T22:01:00.001+08:00

SOPA news are so hot through the internet. If everything is copyrighted, why do we have internet for? Internet is meant to be free. No? I wouldn't want to pay for using internet.

Yours sincerely,
nyan

Insects

2012-01-19T20:47:00.001+08:00

I swear that there is a freaking insect or more in my room. If not what creatures make those 'tatata' sound???

Rain rain~

2012-01-18T18:49:00.001+08:00

Rain rain tonight! I love big rains! And I shall watch people running to shelter under the rain. 8D

介助犬の遺言【15分鐘完整版‧中文字幕‧HD】

2012-01-15T14:09:00.002+08:00

This is sad... Life and death is invulnerable... And especially when people say that dogs are human best friend.

Even when the dog is old, it will do its best to stand up on its own feet. And even when he can't stand anymore, he will still remember that he need to protect his owner, forever there by his side.

I teared while watching this. Just by looking at it (not listening), I already cried. This is too touching... Its not romance or whatsoeva but loyalty...

These kind of drama/movie/media can't make me not tear...

Am I doing it right?

2012-01-14T00:12:00.000+08:00

Firstly...
Am I doing it right? Today I just officially handed everything over to the new batch. Ok, lets not just say handing 'all' but most of the things. Expected, that news really did stun them and yea... Chat a lot of my past and all my experience. (Not all cos I forget quite a few.)

Experience and failures and setbacks will get you smoothly to the next level. #justsaying. If you have a positive attitude and learn from your failures and criticizes and blah... You will succeed! If not succeed, you WILL definitely improve.

Secondly...
I hope I have made the correct decision and not just agree on it out of impulse... I even agreed to it even though I know that I will think a lot and mostly stupid stuffs... But just to hmm... follow? OTL...
Now all my hopes and daydreams and fantasize are all ruined by deciding that. ;__; 99% ruined. CONFIRMED + CHOP.

The only hope I have now is only the 1% miracle that will not even ever happen. OTL...

So...

2012-01-11T16:56:00.000+08:00

So, a week ago, spiders invaded my ceiling. OAO;; NOW THEY ARE STILL THERE. RAWR. And a week ago, there was the Ngee Ann Openhouse. I helped out for the whole 3 days for my cca at BLK73.

Sad thing is, not much people went by there. Seems like the 73 is not a popular place after all. In fact the whole NP was not even that bit crowded. Not even atrium!! What the hell happened to the students? Not interested in polys anymore? D:

So even though there were not that many people, I still enjoyed myself there. Mainly due to the place has aircon and it is the least not crowded. (I just can't stand crowds .__.)

So, me played with props while wearing yukata.

*transform to mafia yukata boss* Wakaka

You can see from the background that there is NO ONE behind me. Not even outside the building. Such a sad location we are located. :/

Anyway, just gotten my DDI CT results and sadly, I scored a D. So close to failing but I didn't. No time to slack! I must work hard for my modules from now! Exactly 1 more month to my holidays! So hang in there!

Speaking of which...

2012-01-05T12:19:00.000+08:00

Speaking of a good 2012 ahead on yesterday's post, I regret. COZ I HAZ SPIDERS ON MY HOUSE CEILING! RAWR. They all infest my ceiling!!! :< RAWR. CREPPY LIKE SHIT WITH LIKE SPIDERS AROUND YOUR HOUSE.

Open House

2012-01-04T21:52:00.001+08:00

Hii! 2012 IS GOOD SO FAR. 8D And tomorrow is Ngee Ann Poly Open House!

I will be helping out at Japanese Tsubasa Club (JTC) booth! And what the hell they freaking print it as 'Japanese Cultural Club'. =.= Meh... We have comix with us. BLEH.

Anyway, drop by NP if you are free! 8D NP is a great school to go to! 8D

And you can see me if you come NP! 8D

Open house 5 Jan to 7 Jan! 8D

Reflections for 2011

2012-01-01T00:13:00.000+08:00

2011. What happened to me and such.

JANUARY
Quite an anger that I was in. >.< Partially due to school related works and me constantly getting sick. XD
And thats when I tried being a director. (which is not that easy) And cope with justifying myself why I am a poly student. >.<
Nothing much actually, just normal getting sick and stress and such.

FEBRUARY
Quite unlucky month. XD Shoe broke down. CNY lose money. Spent Valentines' Day with a pure white paper. XD
However accomplished a huge huge assignment... Which is... Me and Jessie's A1 drawing!

どうでした？Nice?? JIM LIKED THIS DRAWING OMG. If Jim says no comments, sure no problem already! And yup! My A1 module! Love ttm!

I miss drawing... D:

MARCH

2 camps. OBS and annual camp! Fun month of this year, 2 camps in a month! I love it! :D

(Although I have nightmares about it...)

And also outings with loved ones. And the unfortunate Japanese Earthquake. D:

APRIL

Lots of stress from CCA. >.< First time at position and really stressful to me. >.<

MAY

Self realization month. >.< Starting on my resolutions... And not fulfilling them. >.< OMG WHY???

>.< Emo songs and get to know that guy better but still... End up failing like now. T.T

Quite an emotional month too...

JUNE

Maya stress on Kim Bum. >.< Haha! And spend time on manicure. >.< And SHINING'S BD CELEB!! XD

Started on my first ring collection. XD

JULY

Bon Odori <3 and loads of complaints. (can judge from the long post...)

Friendship ring <3

AUGUST

Haha AS USUAL FANGIRLING. First time working alone. Terribly for 4 days. Recalled that I almost died... x.x And I made no progress on my sociability...

SEPTEMBER

My GPA >.< Annual camp >.< Waseda >.< ok, much sum up everything ne??

Bad GPA... The latter are awesome! ^_^

Failed to catch any cute Jap guys tho >.<

OCTOBER

MY BIRTHDAY MONTH. XD And really emo about relationships... x.x THAT SAME GUY... T.T And also my birthday surprise!!! OMG THANK YOU!!!

NOVEMBER

Taste red wine >.< Went home reallllll late... Due to Kaiji >.< >.< TRAPPED AT TAKA'S BACK AT MIDNIGHT. >.<

DECEMBER

Time that I forget that guy!!! Fantasize about other things instead >.< :D And yah this post is supposed to be on 31122011...

My resolutions!

2011-12-28T21:50:00.001+08:00

A lot of resolutions as per every year! :D Too much to list ALL out so Im going to list the top few resolutions that I have and will achieve! 8D

1. To save up for a backpack trip!
2. To NOT procrastinate.
3. Be more confident.
4. Be independent.
5. More proactive.

:D

Xmas

2011-12-26T00:39:00.001+08:00

Christmas. :D My day ended off with me feeling sad. In the end, he never reply my greetings. D:

Ok, hmm, I don't know why am I sad when he don't reply but somehow I just feel sad. It is like I'm looking forward for his reply but I am like anticipating something that won't happen. That already happened before but I'm still so persistent and so naive to think that he will reply. Yes, I should totally forget about him right?? I just feel sad all of the sudden when he never reply...

Argh, sad things aside, happy things.

Today, is, my, LAST DAY at WORK! Yeah!!! So happy!! ~.~
And JiaHao treated us pizza and drinks wor~ :D Hehehe so happy like one kind. And next week Im going out most of the days. OTL. Why am I so busy one sia??????? TT^TT

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2011-12-25T11:02:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone! Have a great christmas! o^^o

Going out or not, BE GLAD AT LEAST YOU ARE NOT WORKING YOUR ASS OFF FOR CHRISTMAS, like a yours truly. And today I shall spend my whole day working working working and work. I dont even have time to do my christmas nail design yet! Q^Q

So people, be glad that you all are at the least NOT working and AT LEAST at home. How I wish I am at home and not working till 10pm!! TT^TT

Never mind, at least today is my last day for work. ~.~

Daily rants 2

2011-12-23T10:29:00.000+08:00

2nd rant post. .__.

My feet hurts like crazy! And I hate working till 10pm!! I get off at 10.30pm at work yesterday you know?? I forgot to take my uniform and I have to pull the curtains and all. And I reached home so late plus my feet aches like hell!

And yesterday sooooo many people squeezing around one corner. OMG ITS SO SQUEEZY IM GOING TO DIEEEEEE. #truestory

And time pass so f r e a k i n g slow. I walk like a lot of rounds and only 5 mins pass. I suspect my watch has problem. lol.

But Ken and Ben came to see me! So happy for a while and then that tired routine again. owellsssssss.... 3 MORE DAYS OFFICIALLY!!!! RAWR.

hurting like one kind

2011-12-23T00:58:00.002+08:00

冬至快乐！我吃了3粒汤圆。你呢？

My feet is hurting like one kind! Argh!!! Stupid work need me to stand for freaking 9 hours... x.x

1-10pm

2011-12-22T11:23:00.002+08:00

1-10pm today. OMG. SURE SURE SURE Super sian one lor. Location so many people one. Then so squeezy. Argh and time pass super slow!!! T_T

Rants

2011-12-20T11:05:00.000+08:00

Rants - Daily rants when I am at work #1

Bad... Real bad. D: Now they have the commissions and stuff, the more i don't like. I feel so stress ok. Fight just for the $1/$0.50?? OTL Thats so freaking pathetic.
And also the place is as small and squeeze. *RAWR* I won't call that cozy or comfy and there are 10 sales promoters there. WHY ON EARTH DO YOU NEED SO MANY PART TIMERS FOR? /RAGE.

If you all want to make it small and sweet and cozy... You are doing it wrong totally. So yesterday was bad... And hearing that there would be commission from today, I OTL even more. From today it will be hell... ;____;

3!

2011-12-18T11:18:00.002+08:00

3... I have affinity with 3. For the whole of yesterday, I have been dealing with 3's... I didn't realize that till my friend asked me. Haha!

Loot yesterday! Look at all my darlings~ 3 of each category!

Nail polish from beadstreet @Cineleisure

Rings from various place in town.

Chesire cat @Bugis

Squirrel @Flea market at *Scape

Peacock @beadstreet

The squirrel is such a cutie isn't it? However for this ring, I kinda feel that I got cheated for the price. $7. D: Cheated by that China auntie.

Then when I reached home, Your Beautiful korean version was airing on channelU!!

3 CUTE KOREAN GUYS. Omg so cute!!

And thats when I realize that everything was 3 yesterday. =________=

And I spent just nice $33.30... =_______=

So yeah... And yesterday was quite umm bad??

Shall post more of yesterday on my weebly! So stay tune!

Today

2011-12-17T10:31:00.002+08:00

Today! Together with her, we will spend all our money on shoppings! hehehe! :P

o^^o

2011-12-16T10:43:00.000+08:00

o^^o Let me brighten up the mood ok? I'm in a super good mood today~ Because...

TODAY is the official holiday for me! YEASH! Hehe! And I will be seeing Kiki and Koko later! And of course seeing Gina and Shasha!! Haven't seen them in like a million light yearssss. LOL.

And tomorrow will be more great!! Even greater than having a chance to take back a violin. (Well if I make it, I will take that back 2 weeks in advance! hah!)

And it is... ... /rolls rolls rolls~~

MEETING WITH AHJUN!!! o^^o Yeah!!!! Going out with ahJun is so fun!!!! And super super super long never see her alr!! In like 3 million light yearssss!!!! And tmr we are going out! hohoho! Looking forward! /charges phone and camera and spams photos. o^^o

CAN YOU ALL FEEL MY EXCITEMENT??? o^^o

2012

2011-12-15T21:15:00.000+08:00

Talked loads of random stuffs with M when we walked back today.

Talked about our year3 plans. Apparently, I don't have internship and if I want to have internship, I have to self-source and that, I need a good portfolio... So was asking if M has internship or not. :3 She has no idea either. /shrugs.

I can totally understand her stand and suddenly blab out, "Sometimes... I wish 2012 world end is real. Then I don't have to think about how to plan my future."

I really think that 2012 is really going to end! Because of the red moon. This is the first time that a natural phenomenon can actually appear in Singapore. .___. And by the Islam religion, it actually means world destruction is nearer. ;__;

So ahhhrg I'm all prepared. I don't care if the world is ending or not. I just want to see aliens before the world end. .-.

Over!

2011-12-15T18:39:00.001+08:00

Mummy! Its over! Common Test is over!! And I know I pretty screw up everything. :S Owell, too late to do anything anyway. :/ So let me just RELAX for now~ o(^.^)o

Cosplans

2011-12-14T10:00:00.001+08:00

I want to cosplay!! Uta prince Masato pending!! Then maybe join Kenneth and Muhib's Persona4 cos??

Like a dog

2011-12-13T14:36:00.001+08:00

Exam week now!! How are you all feeling?? I have been feeling like

THIS...

Plopping on the floor everytime I reach home. Exams are sure draining my energy up. OTL

Common Test

2011-12-10T12:49:00.001+08:00

Common test is just round the corner. In fact not even a round but left a quarter to complete a round, Monday is common test. :/ Monday... And I have been ~~tetrising the whole time~~ too busy to study!! *cough cough*

It is just so sad that how can I get absorb into the virtual world so easily. Im just too sad and the day before the test, I will end up mugging non-stop - like a M... I like to do last minute revisions and stuffs. Truly a S and M at the same time... Hmmm...

Anyway, JY for your common test and hope to see you all alive after common test! (You gais won't probably see me alive 2 weeks later because I might be dying from boredom at my work which is right after CT. OTL)

SOY D conference

2011-12-08T20:12:00.001+08:00

GUYS! QUICK TUNE IN TO THE LIVE SOYD CONFERENCE! Its starting soon!! I mean, its live and you won't want to miss it right?

Plans

2011-12-05T11:43:00.001+08:00

And there, 2 weeks before the holidays, I have plans for work already. I am way too kan chiong right?? Haha. Iora has already contact me for part time job! Well, I decide to work till christmas and after christmas, (with all the sales and promos) I can spend my money on all the well discounted goodies and stuffs. Hmm. Not bad plan. /thick-skin.

I have calculate how much minimum I will be earning and woah, not bad sia. 7 days for a decent amount. So towards my future plans and all, I AM GOING TO BE A SLAVE FOR MONEY!! I guess I will be like that until I have enough money and fulfill my dream. OTL /poorpeople'sfate ;____;

Trust

2011-12-04T12:39:00.001+08:00

This is gonna be a dense post. So everyone please be prepared and emo with me. TY.

I can't believe that my questioning about life is stil unsolved... And I thought I never have the urge to solve the questions either way so yah. I don't want to solve them because I don't want to feel hurt and I guess this is how I protect myself from all the emotional stress I guess? Its all happening fine until my parents start to doubt me! I was damn sad and find it so ridiculous! Absurd man!

My parents doubting me seriously means that they don't trust me. I feel kinda hurt and they say that to me. It makes me start to question all the unanswered questions that I have in my mind and I start to think a lot... On a cold rainy night.

I have no courage to answer all these questions and some questions just seems impossible to answer. And then a lot of things will start going around in my mind... I start imagine all the nonsense things that won't ever happen unless at parallel universe...

I can't see my future. Does my future holds anything meaningful?? Will I get to see tomorrow?? You won't believe that I actually think like that. People see me as a happy go lucky girl and I want to really be a happy go lucky girl but in the end, it's just not going to happen. I am actually emotional and I hate that. Some wrong answers and replies from people might just get me to have all the sad thoughts again.

I don't want to be like that! I want to snap out of that stupid emo personality of mine. Please don't doubt me anymore, if I have I will say out myself. Don't ask me this kind of stupid things anymore! I don't want to go back to how I am before.

New site

2011-12-01T23:52:00.001+08:00

Hey! I have done up my new site! And it will be an all rounder blog. I am rather tired of blogging different things on different blogs so far. You won't believe I have wordpress, xanga, livejournal... and so on... Hence I would like to tell you all that I have create another site! Heh!

SPIRITED64 ON WEEBLY!

Do spare a few minutes to take a look at this as I will be updating that more often. :D However don't worry I will still update this blog. Just that the content might be somehow the same and such. (Actually I'm still figuring out how to use weebly like a pro.:x)

Hope to see you all frequenting my weebly too! :D

Starbucks~

2011-12-01T17:45:00.001+08:00

I love starbucks peppermint mocha! Because it does not taste coffee-y but like chocolate! 8D

Peppermint chocolate and I love it! :D :D :D Best coffee ever! Haha!

Quick quick! 1 for 1 due today!!!! :D

お久しぶり

2011-11-30T18:25:00.001+08:00

Life is predictable yet unpredictable... Any unpredictable thing can just happen anytime anywhere. We are vulnerable to unpredictable incidents... Its just so sudden that you can't do anything to react fast enough so you just stand there while your mind go blank. *poof*

So with that, I say hello again. Sorry for not blogging for more than a week. Why apologize!?! No like as if people are reading my blog. =3= Anyways, don't worry I'm still blogging. In fact, I must blog more often now! About anything and anything because on of my common test is Compo Story writing!

Compo... Ahhh so nostalgic. Totally my secondary school days~ I have completely forgotten how to write a compo! Haha! Never mind, my test won't have those secondary school Olevel's tittle/topic anyway. ~.~

In some way, blogging can not only destress but also let me improve my writing skill. Hmm, ok, not say improve but for me, it at least does helps in free writing. 8D

My current wallpaper. Isn't this cute?? Credits to 9gag!

I have been surfing 9gag for almost a few months and I swear it is damn interesting.

Nothing to do?

Go to 9GAG.COM

Alright~ Stay tune to more blog posts! I promise I won't leave my blog empty for more than 2 days! You can have my word unless something important pops out like last week. :D So please keep looking back!

Some people

2011-11-20T19:46:00.001+08:00

Some people, have awesome blogs, with awesome vocabulary and sentence structures. Why can't I be like them? My blog forever lacks nice awesome chimology english and vocabularies. Language is seriously not my forte. Even though I am bilingual, they are both not awesome enough. :O

How can I strengthen up my languages?? Can someone help me?? I've tried playing games and reading mangas of both language but they only help the basics. The more 'higher' level ones, how do I achieve it??????????????? Rages.

どうして？？

2011-11-19T22:19:00.001+08:00

Why??? After a month of getting so emotional and sad, I thought that I will not trust love anymore and feel nothing for love but damn it its not true AT ALL. OMG DAMN IT.

WHAT HAD WENT WRONG??

THAT guy, I thought I had forgotten about him but when I saw him going out with friends that I knew... (And the fact that I was with that group of friend for the whole afternoon. =.=) I can't help but feel so sad... And yes, he ignore my sms and messages and all and I have swear that I hate him... However saying hate is not easy as really hating someone. ;_;

How can I forget him??? Especially when him and I had mutual close friends and I can't believe I just miss the chance to go out with him! (Together in a group but that counts anw.)
Its just barely an hour difference! /kills.

That really is what people said, 'Love can't be force' and 'No fate'.

Loving someone is so hard... And getting someone to love you is even harder. Thats why if I can choose, I would rather choose someone who loves me more. ;_; That is if I can even let go of my feelings lah...

Pray

2011-11-18T23:39:00.001+08:00

Please I pray that everything will be alright. SERIOUS.

Feeling lucky?

2011-11-16T19:35:00.001+08:00

MAJOR changes to my blog layout. A four leaf clover to give you all some luck! :D

Procrastination

2011-11-15T23:58:00.001+08:00

Procrastination is BAD. CHO BERI BADDU and I'm a princess of procrastination. (Why am I not a queen? Because I am freaking young and not an experienced procrastinator YET.)

Why do I procrastinate? Good question, I don't even know. All I know now is that, I should be sleeping now instead of feeling lazy to go to bed.
F.Y.I I can be very lazy at times where there is comfort... Like NOW. My position now is so comfy that I'm not getting up. x.x

To add on, I have tons of things to do but all not done due to *cough**cough*. How??? Everything is piling up and before I knew it, I have already forgot all the things that need to be done. OTL

Basically, I am just PURE lazy. I BET YOU HAVE NEVER MET SOMEONE THAT LAZY IN YOUR LIFE. And with that, I AM AWESOME. :D

So let me just state the things that needs to be done.

Freaking read on the CATS book.
Freaking go and start a dairy/book about my daily inspiration and thoughts.
Redo my synopsis for my assignment.
Freaking change my blogskin.
Freaking clear al my bookmarks before I even add anymore links to it. /0\ (too many to clear!)
Finish all my manga and anime before I add on new titles to my list. /0\ (again, too many to clear!)
GO TO BED NOW.

You all get the rough idea of how bad my habit to drag is?? I have like so many other things that I need to do but I forgot. ;_;
Oya, POINT8. Do a friendship blog.
Continuing, thats basically all the main things that I want to say, the minor things I'll just leave it to the other days I guess. This is not procrastinating. This is an 'I AM TIRED' syndrome. 8D

Weekly reflection

2011-11-14T23:39:00.001+08:00

I think... Im going to start a weekly reflection blog/column. 8D To reflect about my life for that week and what can I do to make life 'funner' or interesting. :D And I bet that every week will be somewhat the same content. (I will never do something new/interesting every week. suchasadlife ;_;)

I will be also making my friendship blog! Inspiration to make one blog dedicated to all my friends! Inspiration from ISP module. :D So friends look forward! You all will have your eyes busy reading on what I want to say to you all! Haha!

Movies!

2011-11-13T23:34:00.001+08:00

I want to catch these movies!

Arthur Chirstmas

【那些年，我們一起追的女孩】

Kaiji 2 premiere

2011-11-13T22:44:00.001+08:00

11.11.11

Kaiji 2 premiere at Cathay Cineplex! So privilege to be at the premiere! The official screening is at 17 Nov but I can haz early screening. :D I am a week ahead of them. ^^v

Tickets! Presented in such a cute way!

And the cover!! The cover is so nicely done and presented! So cute! >.<

O yah, did I mention that the main lead of the movie, Tatsuya Fujiwara, came late for the grand carpet? He came like 30 mins late. =3= And my legs are killing me, his fans were like squeezing me and omg I can't stand it. Why the hell am I in the first few rows in the first place. LOL.

(Still, decide to snap a pic of him before I go out. :D)

Seriously, can you be more punctual, unless you are Kamenashi/Nino/Jin, I won't even care if you are there or not. =3=

Inside the theatre hall! And the show starts 15mins later. AGAIN, waiting for the big holy mighty Tatsuya Fujiwara san and the yes93.3 DJ chatting. SERIOUSLY, I'm not interested lah so can you all please start?? =3=

So it finally start, and runs for 130mins. The movie is not that great as compared to the Kaiji. It was more boring and not as mind fucking as the first. The solutions and the story line were somehow expected and yes... Boring. I'm so disappointed in the director of Kaiji 2. OTL

Ok, I should not spoil this movie any further till the official one starts. IMO, its bad... :/

Oh and this movie ends at like past midnight... And I went to a short short journey in the ulu part of town. Pure scary-ness. (refers back)

Have you?

2011-11-12T01:57:00.001+08:00

Have you experience some incident or something that make you feel so vulnerable and at the verge of breaking down? I did just today's midnight.

Alone on a big road at some ulu part of town and no cars/life except for the group of drunkards opposite the road... Really I am at the verge of breaking down. I really have no idea what to do. No cab no nothing till the main road. I was really happy to hear my friend's voice lah. I really feel grateful and more grateful when I found an empty cab that was willing to drive me!

Really the feeling is no joke. You feel so weak emotionally and when I hear my friend's voice, i really like cried lah. Really really scary and I WONT GO FOR ANY PREMIERE AT MIDNIGHT AGAIN. EVEN IF IT'S KAMENASHI/AKANISHI'S. NO MIDNIGHT AT TOWN TILL I AM LIVING ALONE. NEVER AGAIN. SCARY SHIT.

Updates!

2011-11-09T22:23:00.001+08:00

See this two cool colorful mural pasting? It's made out from all the plastic utensils that we use everyday! The plastic cups, bowls, basin, spoon, fork and etc.

Cool right? If you want to see that, COME TO RED DOT MUSUEM! You will see more awesome designs there too!

And you can see that I have change my blog layout to some awesome mosaic irregular square boxes layout. And whats more, all my post are displayed out there in a glance. :D So you don't need to click on older post EVERY TIME. Save the hassle people! XD

And to beautify the feature, I am going to try putting at least a picture a day, so that my picture will appear on the boxes. XD So stay tune to my blog! My blog is transforming hohoho.

Exercising

2011-11-09T00:13:00.001+08:00

Today I exercised. :D

Yes! I did warming up and jumping on walls (end up hurting myself) and back stretch and leg stretch. XD SO MANY MOVES RIGHT? Lol I hope I don't get any aches or any cramps tonight or tomorrow morning.

A trip to the museum. I must say, it's AWESOME. Guys, you should totally try RED DOT DESIGN MUSEUM. It is awesome! All the award winning designs are all there and of course they are cool and pretty. So RED DOT DESIGN MUSEUM is recommended.

Also a thing that I need to take note is...
NOT TO ~~SPEND~~ TAKE ANYMORE MONEY OUT FROM MY BANK.
I have been overspending this month. Really serious, I am like spending my salary and allowance on FOOD. Worst problem I don't recall me spending money or eating good food. And also plus some occasional cabbing and topping up...

SERIOUSLY PLEASE CONTROL! I have yet paid for my phone bills and my pay has not come in yet. I am going to bring only enough money to last me next week and freaking lock up my atm card. Im serious.

囍

2011-11-07T16:02:00.001+08:00

Happy wedding Shanice & Steven!

Stay happy!

My glass of red wine. This wine taste not bad. :D alcohol content 12.5%. :D

Apologies

2011-11-07T00:39:00.002+08:00

Sorry for neglecting my blog this few days, I was feeling super sick and terrible. Down with cold and fever for the past few days. D:

But now I'm fine! No fever but with blocked nose and sore throat! Really sore throat omg.

Blogging helps!

2011-11-01T23:42:00.001+08:00

I just realise blogging constantly on craps actually helps for one of my module! For free writing! Haha! How cool is that? And I totally change my views on my teacher and the module because firstly, the lecturer is DAMN COOL. She is so wise and cool! Really. She has her own character that is like AWESOME.

Secondly, the module is fun, write stories and just crap your way through. Haha, super efficient for me and my nonsensical crappings. 8D

And also till today, I realize that I 'look' so 'guy-oriented' that my friends comment on GUYS when I post about a BLUE screen hurting my eyes. @.@ OMG, I need to have a change in my character or something. Lets just let them know I won't set my eyes for anyone else except for IKUTO!

Im forever in love with Ikuto!! /happyeverafter *u*

P.S. Guys, please stop destroying my dream. Even if I'm just making a more 'realistic' dream... Just let me dream.

P.P.S. Im wondering if I'm a type O or B but after today, sudden realisation, I know I had to be type O because I fall in love with Ikuto at first sight. <3

>12hours out

2011-10-30T16:22:00.002+08:00

Spending more than 12 hours out of my house wasn't surprising ever since I came to poly BUT spending the full 15 hours out at town with interesting adventure and a learning experience is the first time ever. So yesterdayI went for 2 events and tire the hell out of me. (Im still tired now)

First event was a trip to Japanese Creative Center!

In conjunction with "COOL JAPAN MONTH", Japan Creative Centre (JCC) is organizing the Japan Media Arts Festival Exhibition which focuses on award-winning works from the Japan Media Arts Festival, leading-edge Japanese works of media arts including manga, animation, games, interactive art and so on. This exhibition aims to deepen the understanding of Japan’s creative capability through the introduction of the outstanding media art of Japan.

Now till 11th November, JCC will be having Japan media Arts festival exhibition at JCC!

The exhibition is fun and educational! The exhibition also shows how creative the Japanese are! Also, it is FREE! :D

Some of the pictures I have took.

(I have forgotten to bring my camera along. HOW CAN I BE SO CARELESS? /bangwall)

This thing, the blue thing, is actually made of white nylon yarn! Because the light shining on us are not normal white lights but UV/ florescent lights, the white yarn become blue. The light turns everything bright into neon. In particular white. (Even your teeth. Its GLOWING.)

The lecture on creativity was entertaining as professer Masa Inakage shows us the different ways of being creative. It somehow inspire me and opened my mind. WOAH AWESOME.

Next event up is daiko performance by SP daiko.

I don't really understand the music but I find their movement and all very unite and neat! :D

I just find their sound of the drums different from out school's daiko. Our school's daiko is more powerful to me. The sound. lol.

But it was super fun and entertaining! Especially Bobby! Hahaha! Bobby became famous in one performance! 8D

Yea so super tired after attending the 2 events. >.< 疲れた！

Decision

2011-10-27T22:14:00.001+08:00

After some thoughts and reviews by my presidents, I, decide to just slowly disappear from my cca from next year onwards and concentrate on my modules. ESPECIALLY now my modules are design-based yet needs tons of theory... @.@

How mad is that? Just 2 module with theory is enough to make me go crazy... Theory plus design = BAD. To add on that the theory is a must to start off as a basics...

So, I have to decide give up a higher role... Although I'm already a candidate from the start, I don't have enough confidence that I will be able to balance archiving good grades and cca matters. My current GPA is only 3.24. ITS NOT ENOUGH. I need to buck up!

So sorry that I cannot take up that post... Because other than school work, I still have to deal with my parents too. Yes. They STRONGLY oppose to me taking up president. Even now as a head, they complain about coming home late, cca matters eating up too much of my time and blah.

What they say do make sense, they have my well-being in heart. So I really can't blame them much. I would like to thank people who gave me chance to everything... So well. I have already decide and lets just walk on...

Nyan

2011-10-22T22:55:00.000+08:00

Curiosity kills a cat. 8D And yes its true... To a certain extent. Haha! 8D Cos I AM AN AWESOME NYANCAT! hohoho.

Haha anyway, my post is not about me as a cat. Haha but it is, my definition of guys! hehe :P

The guy is cute when he,

1. Wears specs. (A MUST HAVE)

2. Has a nice smile. (A MUST TOO!)

The guy is cool when he,

1. Dyes hair.

2. Is tall and lean.

3. Plays an electric guitar.

4. Possess all the above 3 and is kind.

The guy is ugly when he,

1. Acts cool.

2. Is self-centered.

3. Is wearing FBTs and macho.

4. Has a foul heart and arrogant.

SO... My type happens to to the CUTE guy!! 8D

However cute guys are mostly short. D: And I don't like cool guys. orz...

The next step

2011-10-22T11:07:00.002+08:00

What will be my next step? I don't know...

After the meeting yesterday and some discussions about 'somethings'.

I conclude that I wasn't good enough... I can't do things wells... I can't even handle my own problems well so nuff said. The stories told were motivational enough, I began to reflect on my doings and all... I began to realize, I'm deproving... Not improving anymore.

Maybe what my parents said were correct after all, that I didn't plan everything well and never think of myself first before anyone... I cannot even take care of myself... How can I even take care of other people?

See, even my parents don't believe in me. Who will stand by me from now?? Who really understand me??

And seriously, I don't want to think of that but looking at the current situation, I could not help but to just stare blankly and... I want to break down but I need to stay strong - at least in front of my mates, I need to be strong.

What lies ahead in the future? Can someone enlighten me what to do?? What will be my next step?? Will the checkmate be said by me?? Can I even plan out my correct moves??

Can I?? Can I??

Can someone tell me what will happen in the future?? I am seriously worried about what's going to happen next... GOSH TELL ME. CAN I DO IT??

Worries

2011-10-20T21:36:00.000+08:00

After checking the form respond for the re-GL interview... really worried about the future of cultural division... There are no enthu freshies... Our batch is doom. /0\

Only 1 person replied to the email!! And a year 2 guy!! Im not saying anything but how about the year 1s??? Nobody interested?? How can I find my cultural head in time??? O GOD PLEASE....

If not cultural division will be doomed... D O O M.

The way of tea ~The living aesthetic art~

2011-10-20T21:20:00.001+08:00

Uransenke held an lecture at SIM last Saturday on The Way of Tea ~The living aesthetic art~

(I know this is a week's late post. >.<)

So let me just post a few pictures before I explain so 'chimology' theory...

Setting up tea for us. She is inspecting the tea bowl, admiring the art of the bowl. In other words, showing respect for the artist who made this bowl blah blah.

It's recommended that before having the japanese tea (those authentic Japanese tea),

you should eat the sweets provided. (Even if you hate sweets or what, idc just eat)

The sweet will enhance the taste of the tea as the pure tea is really bitter.

And, also, Japanese manners again, please eat the sweets ONLY when the host initiate you to. If not please don't.

Wahh~ The nice design for my bowl.

Before you drink the tea, turn your tea bowl towards your right twice.

(That is to show that you admire the bowl.)

And you are required to finish the tea in 3 sips!

Lastly, before you return the bowl, please turn twice to your left!

(This is to show respect for the host.)

The tools used to make the tea.

(No photo taking is allowed when the lecture starts so I can only just snap photos of this...)

The real tea room is actually 4.5 tatami mats big!! Can you imagine?!?!?

And the room is small and simple, the door too, is short!

This is to make sure that the guests will have a humble feeling when entering the room as when one bows, its respect. Understand?

So nuff said with the pictures, I will begin on the way of tea.

Chado is actually not just a tea ceremony but a social activity, a way to relax and socialize.

To learn chado, you really have a long way to go. In kanji, its 茶道. "茶" meaning "tea" while "道" meaning "way". So it translate "The way of tea". To perfectly reach the light of tea making (the enlightenment of tea making, you have a long long way to go).

Anything with a 道 aka 'do', mean that you have a long long way to reach the 'enlightment' path. It takes time and patience and the 'perfecting' of your soul.

Sad and so ashamed to say, other than this, I forgot the lots of the content... Throughout the lecture, I was practically into the 'falling asleep' mode. I can never be as patient as the Japanese. OTL.

Ok yah, so hope you understand lah. x.x

Yes?

2011-10-19T14:10:00.000+08:00

Dear mum,

I am not an IDIOT.

Yours sincerely,

School life!

2011-10-17T10:17:00.001+08:00

School officially starts now! And now I feel so damn lazy to go school. (You can guage my laziness by looking at my blog. So many things in my mind but lazy to blog. :/)

And yea... U Weekly asked this 你最希望看到哪一位本地男星的“清凉”写真集？

I totally gross out. O.O and stares... Omg... Local artist's photo book. 'Nude' photos (around there) some more OMG PLEASE... /faints

And I answer NONE. Seriously Singaporean actors cmi!! (Except for a few young ones like Ian and Edwin... Others omg. Please go look into the mirror.)

>.>

@.@

2011-10-12T00:03:00.000+08:00

omg... My mum seriously is so narrow minded and old fashion in thinking. I seriously cannot stand her. And she is so omg... I really buay tahan!!!!!

And woah. Its midnight now. o.o And I have worked for 10 hours today!! So tiring can??? T_T

And cca meeting on friday confirm screw up. @.@

Why??

2011-10-10T20:57:00.000+08:00

They never wish me 'Happy birthday'... I feel so so... sad... Even if its just a happy birthday only, I will also be happy over the moon... D:

And now I just feel so sad. Just pure sad...

Disappointed

2011-10-10T09:38:00.001+08:00

Aiyo... I think I have been reading too much romance manga that I am starting to feel despo... =_=...

In fact, I have been wanting a manga kind of relationship. LOL. Like some guy that I like confess to me on my birthday... (Like it will happen. Derrrrh...) One thing for sure, confessing on my birthday will not ever happen for sure. I will be #foreveralone. HAHAHA. Manga romance is for manga only!!

And quite disappointed to say that... The people that I like didn't wish me happy birthday... Feeling kinda down... Nevertheless thanks for all the wishes from my friends!!

Cuiness

2011-10-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

Haha. GL interview for cultural cui ttm. Only 7 cultural members came. SEVEN... We have like 18 people for interview and the rest are ALL cosplay and comix, ok, minus 2 from taiko. Which idk why are they here anyway.

So... Cui lor for cultural. Cannot identify even a vice head for cultural. OMG. And out of the 7 people, we only have 3 GLs. The rest all committee members. How COOL. So cultural how arh? Doom ah?? T_T

CANNOT DOOM DE!!! AHHHH.

Btw, the whole JTC comm celebrated my birthday today! With a nyancat cake! I WAS REALLY SHOCKED THAT THEY REMEMBERED!! 2 days before my birthday somemore and that really caught me in a real real surprise!

They really make it so surprise that I just OMGOMGOMG all the way and almost cried out! Thank you Muhib and Rudy for the cake!! Thanks ShiNing, Eugene, Rudy and Aaron Superman for the cake drawings! I love them very much!! Most memorable 18th or rather, birthday in my entire life!!

I love you all my dear friends!!

The cake that they hide from me since morning!!

I seriously wonder how they do that. How come I don't know???

I really love this cake!! XDDDDD

This is my cake!! I took the Nyancat drawn and edited by Shining and Aaron and Rudy and Eugene and Muhib. And the little Kuromi by Aaron!!! Thank you guys!!

I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT!! And people who sang birthday songs to me at makan place (I was so embarrassed), really THANK YOU too!!! The song is enough!!!

I'm feel so blessed. :D muacks!

Be prepared

2011-10-07T23:57:00.001+08:00

Be prepared freshies who are attending the GL interview tomorrow because the interview will be full of stress and hehehe!!! xD

And gosh, my questions are extremely boring and typical questions so blah~ Hahaha.

Have fun tomorrow interviewees!!

And on the other hand, I helped my colleague to create a facebook account and stalk her. LOL. And Iora's gonna be hell busy tomorrow with 3 full timers inside. So well, I can't split so good luck to them! :x Opps.

Happy!

2011-10-07T09:45:00.000+08:00

Yo people! I'm starting of on a happier note today because I don't need to work tomorrow! Hehe!

And my friends, don't worry about me, I know myself that my emo-ness last not more than a couple of days. So I'll just be fine and spring back to the normal happy-go-lucky girl that you knew of! :D:D

I still need to work today!! Gaaaa. x.x But tomorrow's gonna be no difference from work except that I will be with the JTC cliques interviewing freshies. Owellwell... I still have not come out with a question to ask them!! /0\ /panics!!

Ok, shall brood myself whole day to think of questions. So jyaa ne!

Emos...

2011-10-06T21:33:00.000+08:00

Im getting a bit emo here... ... So just see and don't ask or what ever...

(ALL PICTURES ARE FROM TUMBLR. Not owed by me.)

...

I might as well just keep my feelings in my heart and just keep it to myself...

Or should I let them go??

And cry over them?

No point crying over these type of things... But I can't help it but feel helpless...

Do we have the chance to meet again?

Maybe our fate is like Spirited Away,

filled with magical encounters and moments...

But when the time really comes for us to part...

will we ever meet again?

Or would we be like Chihiro and Haku?

A future for us to imagine?

“Once you do something, you never forget. Even if you can’t remember.”

What should I do... I am afraid to make the wrong move...

Its not 1 person I am dealing with...

They might forget me eventually but I will never forget them...

Ever...

But one day you decide to come into my life again...

Making me think of you again...

What should I do??

I should be happy? And think later??

So that I never need to answer?

Right now...

I need hugs right now...

心痛

2011-10-05T22:42:00.002+08:00

什么是心痛？心痛的感觉是这么样的？
现在。。。我的心正在有酸痛的感觉。。。哪是心痛吗？
想着很多不同的男人。。。我的心就忍不住在酸。。。不可能是心痛吧。。。

Sia lah... So many guys, also duno who to confess to. Think also no use... Cannot machiam, guyA reject go guyB like that...

Kamisama... What do I do now?? Do crushes make my heart feel weird??? ;_;

Now I really need someone to care for me... Im feeling so weak now...

可以告诉我。。。爱一个人的感觉是这么样的吗？
我这个是爱吗？

If yes, I die alr, got 2 guys leh!!! ;_;

Now... My heart keeps aching... and aching... and aching...

I feel like crying and crying...

What I spend doing at home

2011-10-05T20:23:00.000+08:00

Of my off days, I nua at home... Surfing the net, listening to my mum's broken record, daydream, staring blankly... And of cos... Do my nails. :D

So presenting to you my nails!

On the right is... *drum rolls*

The NYANCAT!

Note: CANDY nyan~

w w w

And, on the left is... *drum rolls*

The POKEMON!!

(L to R) Pikachu, Jirachi, Skitty (although it looks like a snorlax), Umbreon, POKEball!

Tada~~

So basically, thats what I did today. Im so bored at home!! x.x

I'm alive once again

2011-10-04T12:33:00.001+08:00

Hooray! Had a 12 hours sleep and I'm feeling so alive again!!

Yappari, loft@94 has sucky beds and pillows. 3 pillows are not even hard enough for me and the mattress is like omg... So soft. :O

I want to go out... Who want to go shop shop with me????

Reflections and complains

2011-10-03T14:38:00.003+08:00

Shall not describe what I did for camp everyday as EVERYDAY I FREAKING STAYED INSIDE LOFT COOKING~ /likeaboss.

Food I.C is the best thing ever. Not gonna be food I.C ever again. Really no sleep and stay at kitchen preparing food. Im so young but Im so like a housewife. /cries /forevercooking

Thru out the 5 days in loft, I didn't get to sleep peacefully as apart from day0, I was either preparing food early in the midnight or sleeping for a few hours with bits of insomnia... whatasadlifeforme.

Day0 was that I could not get use to the pillow and at 5am, the freaking wind blew and tremble the glass beside me, plus thunder and lightning. Freak how to sleep like that??? /0\

So practically after our camp, the food I.Cs were zombified... Terribly... ... Im proud to announce I have been not having a deep slumber for 4 nights. Come on, how about tonight??? Can I sleep???

I need to thank a lot of people!!! Especially WenXiao and Tricia for tanking the cooking job for us on the first night!!! And most important person... SUPERMAN!! Haha!! Without superman, I guess me and shining had died by now... 50kg rice, 20 packets rice and blah blah blah... And Ken!!! Who helped us carry the 40 packet of rice!! Kazou, who helped us make onigiri early in the morning and everyone who cared to even care about the food part and those who comment that the food is great/nice, THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!! T_T

And all our hard work is being appreciated except for one guy who is the food helper but MIA and became station master. WTF. Asked and say say a bit and then reflection time you shoot us that the ingredients not enough. FUCK, you think its easy for 2 girls and 1 guy to carry 82 packets of rice for all of you when you were suppose to be the one helping out to carry the rice NOT Ken instead!!

You still dare to complain that the rice is not enough, what were you even doing when we were preparing?? So if you at least have a heart, STFUGTFU.

Ok, enough of the scolding and unhappy moments, the fun is nevertheless great~ So yea! I survived 4 sleepless nights!!! Haha!!

Loft days!

2011-10-01T08:18:00.002+08:00

Day 0!! So looking forward to it and also arrived super early at the atrium (AND I thought I was LATE =_=)... So... As usual, leaving up to JTC's name (Y), we started moving to loft 2 hours after the meeting time! (GREAT. I spent my money on cabbing.)

So, again, estate decided to screw us up and delete our application for loft. WAIIIIII??????
In the end everything settle lah so it was fine. (Sat outside loft for 4hours and I lost $22. WHO STOLE THAT U BETTER RETURN TO ME.)

So... Kinda slacking everywhere for day 0. (Nothing to do anyways~ The important things are on day 1!!!)

And where we are not doing anything, we slept early... As USUAL, (Why am I as usual again???) I can't sleep. I was tired but I hate loft's pillow. Insomnia night that day. And almost got into trouble for sitting outside loft at 2AM chitchatting. LOLWTF.

In the end we chat at balcony and yea, I still couldn't sleep much. =_= So I have bits of insomnia that night... Not to mention that I almost went into a dep slumber but that terrible wind blew at 6AM and I was just beside a full length glass door. The door was trembling like mad and how could I not be scare?? It was beside me!! /0\

Turned out it was not a hurricane/typhoon although it pretty much look typhoon-ish... ~0~

After the wind-howling thing end, went supermarket and bought ingredients for our dinner and breakfast... Trolleys were an useful thing afterall~ And what happen to my dollar???!?!?!? /0\

After the ingredient buying, I was much like useless and bored before my division intro thingy... Dahdaduh...

(to be continued... )

The long awaited JTC camp

2011-09-29T11:36:00.000+08:00

So today... Is the day... That I am preparing and looking forward to... It's the Japanese Tsubasa Club (JTC) Annual Camp 2011!! Yeah!! The camp this year is held slightly later compared to last year but it is more to my advantage!!

Because...

I AM THE FOOD IC. (WHAT??? DUH =_=) Then I have more time to ~~prepare all the things and docs~~ procrastinate. :x (Preparing the things are just excuses. ehem /coughs)

So, will the things go smoothly for the food part or will it screw up?? I seriously don't know. I just want everything to go good and fine. /prays

Also, I have just finish packing my bag! Woots! 2 heavy bags!! Wahhhhh. Plus laptop AND shoe bag. Shoooo heavyyyyyyy. /0\

Just a dream

2011-09-27T23:44:00.001+08:00

If dreams would become reality,
I would be dreaming whole day long...
If everything is as simple and easy as I thought,
I would had accomplish a lot of goals...
If everything is just a dream,
I would choose to never wake up,
and dream forever...
If speaking out what my feelings is as easy as how I dream,
I would not be still dreaming here,
dreaming of the impossible...
If only you are reachable to me,
I won't be here,
with my heart aching like one kind...
Because you reaching out to me is what I had dream of...
Everything is just a dream...
A wonderful dream...
A curel reality...

Thats how I feel right now. After watching/reading so many romance comedy manga/anime/drama...

Especially Switch Girl, where all the guy characters are so cute and cool and hot and funny and so-my-type like one kind...

And more guys if you actually read the manga!!! GYAA!!

And Uta no prince sama, where guys with blue hairs are so hot and cool and smart and lonely and so-my-type like one kind... (Just go GOOGLE that and you will melt!!! MASATOO!!! HAYATO!!!)

I can't help but to dream of Ikuto becoming real!!!! IKUTO SAMA!!!! /fangirling
I really hope that you would become mine one day!!!
(Impossible but who cares?)
IKUTO IKUTO IKUTO IKTUO!! NYAN!!

Guys with blue hair are really cute!! >w<
Bonus if they have cat ears!! /gasps!

x.o

2011-09-26T20:50:00.002+08:00

Now my eye is acting weird. Its so itchy and sometimes blurry. Why my eye like that one?? /^\

Maybe Im going blind... T_T

Ulcer

2011-09-23T21:50:00.001+08:00

I have eye ulcer. Arggggggh...

Swollen eye

2011-09-22T10:24:00.000+08:00

My eye is swollen. BooHoo... I still need to work. BooHoo. Pain pain pain o...

Japanese

2011-09-21T22:02:00.001+08:00

Seriously, there's a lot of Japanese residing at Tiong Bahru is it?? I swear I walked pass a dozen but no Japanese actually goes to Tiong Bahru Plaza and not to mention even walking into IORA and speaking Japanese. LOL

I must have miss Waseda High School already lah. All Japanese Japanese Japan guys.

/hopeless

Aches!

2011-09-21T09:10:00.002+08:00

Went for a run with M yesterday morning before going work. Such a loooong time since I ran.
Erm, a year I guess? Well, its true, poly makes you no life and they don't have physical education lessons. Everyday is just facing the laptop straight from 9-6. And the lappy-facing journey stretches up to midnight if you decide to chiong your assignments. D:

Of course, my muscles cramp and ache up NOW. Yesterday I was telling M that Hey! I don't have aches! Its a miracle! But duh! The ache came at night when I was about to sleep. SO today morning when I wake up, the first thing I did is Ouououh my muscles!! WTF!!! T_T

Yea, end of story. I shall go work later and then let the muscles ache more.
Should be really effective I guess, since it kinda 'train' my legs to be more firm AND when I am working, time pass so slow... 1 hour seems like eternity. @.@

I was so bored that I literally sweep houseflies. So its really true that you sweep houseflies when you are bored... 闷到拍苍蝇. DUH =_=

O yea?

2011-09-20T23:35:00.000+08:00

I miss you but you don't miss me- I know.

If you really do think about me, I am already satisfied and wish that we stay that way.
I'm sure you would never call me again and yea, so lets not cross paths ok?
Lets just stay parallel.
Don't call me, sms me, comment on my fb or see me. (Like you will? DUH. =_=)
If someday either of us crosses paths, let just say 'Hi', 'Bye' and 'How are you?'.
Nothing more, nothing less and I wish time would just freeze and rewind...

Rewind to the days where we never knew each other's existence.

You don't miss me at all. Don't you?

Stalker

2011-09-19T23:32:00.001+08:00

Ok seriously, the internet is scary. Facebook is the scariest. And facebook plus me is terrible. If you have facebook, I can seriously find and haunt you down.

早稲田渋谷シンガポール星蘭祭２０１１

2011-09-18T22:15:00.002+08:00

Yeap and so today is the Waseda Shibuya Senior High's 21st round of Seiran Sai!! This is an event happening every year. My post last year was here.

This year was really unlike last year, last year, me and Gina rarely get to try out fun things because we were a bit shy and that time I'm not quite experience with this high school event too! This year, as Gina went China, me and M went! Haha!

And this year, it was totally more FUN! Me and M were both busying fangirling over cute guys and our goal is to participate in every booth or as many booths as possible! And yeap! We reached out goal! We went for quite a few handfuls of games and exhibs together with Rudy and Eugene plus a few members who joined us later. :D

There was really A LOT of cute guys! Aww!! There's one super cute cute cute guy that make me blush! OMG ,,>.<,, I didn't know I was blushing before M and Kenneth asked why my face was so red. Of course I didn't say out to Kenneth but I did say to M that THERE IS A CUTE GUY OMFGGYA!

I didn't stalk them like I did last year... (I was too busy spotting more guys. :X) However I took photos with a few people. Guys and girls. (I'm fair and square.)

SLIME MAKING! Hoho, our first activity. :Dv

GAGA SLIME.

Our SLIMES! Haha. Mine is red赤い. :D Sadly mine is not that solid enough. :/

P.S. I saw a kid's slime that is so solid yet bouncy. Me phails... OTL

The guy who thought us how to make the slime! Senseiiiiiiii!! :D

(He looks like a sensei. o.o)

Sensei and us with our slimes! Hehe!

Then to the AKB48 バスケト!

Where the AKB parody is !

Tada~ A cute guy cross dressing! Haha! As one of the AKB girls! Hoho! So cute!! >.<

And there is like a whole 10 guys as girls! They had their daily preparation photos pasted along the walls and I happily snap snap snap the cute guy's photo. Opps. :X

And the cafe's cashier! Hello Kitty kigurumin! So cute! I like! And see, her eyes so big wor... O.O

And lastly, the end of the day, pictures with the cafe people!

THANK YOU WASEDA SHIBUYA HIGH FOR THE INTERESTING DAY!

P.S. For more photos, check out my facebook!

Hate

2011-09-18T00:37:00.000+08:00

Today I'm a bit too sad and moody due to my mum... =.= And I think everybody who never reply me smses hates me. D:

M hates me... She never reply me sms. Kenneth hates me. He never reply my sms. Shayne hates me. He never reply to my sms. And Eugene too. Not even reply bye. Rawr.

And my brother hates me. He say my dressing very 'sampat'. Crazy in other words. And my dad said the same thing too. I wanted to change BUT my mum insist me not to. My family hates me. Its all my mum's fault. Totally.

Rawr!! Rawr!!!

And the cheque has not arrive yet!! I want my money! Rawrs! JiaHao hates me. He don't want to pass me my cheque because I reject working at whitesands. RAWR.

GPA

2011-09-16T23:06:00.001+08:00

My GPA 3.25... Teeny bit of improvement on my overall GPA but I still want to aim higher! Sadly, I can foresee myself dropping every sem. Drop and improve and deprove... Well well well... To get a 3.8 is hard and I will not be achieving that throughout my years of studying in NP. Sad rite? D:

Daisoooooo

2011-09-15T20:09:00.000+08:00

I WENT INTERVIEW AT DAISO BUT I DON'T WANT THEM! (note: I don't want them. Not they don't want me.) They need me to work at least 3 months for part time short term basis but I can't. I only have like a month before school reopen. o.o

The only place where they need people is ION's Daiso. And meh I reget. Mainly because my interviewer looks kind of un-negotiable and she has already told me everything that I need to know before I even say anything. :X So taking leave for the whole of next next week is practically impossible.

When I come out of the office, I was like 'WOAH. Japan company really so strict and serious!'. They expect too much for a part timer like me... Now I can understand why people living in Japan can be stress when they are working. I pity them.

仕事をがんばってください

Thats what I would like to tell them.

On the other hand, TOMORROW IS THE DAY WHERE MY RESULTS ARE RELEASE!! AT 3PM!!! I'm so nervous for my result!! My results would be worst than sem1 and 2... In other words, de-proving constantly at a very high speed. Because I didn't put my all into the assignments and test... I know it myself... T_T

I regret! Why I don't want to work harder for my assignments???? WAI!?!?!?

GPA less than 3.2 here I come tomorrow. T_T

Reason

2011-09-15T00:28:00.001+08:00

When you know why you like someone, it's a crush. When you have no reason or explanation, it's love. ♥

Quote from my dear friend from facebook. So... This means that I have not been in love before is really true and people can believe it because...

Every time I see a CUTE person, I GYA SO CUTE!! And like Nino, Kame, Jin and all the guy idols... All are my crushes! Because I only like CUTE people. And I know I like people because they are cute. .__.

So far, I have not experience 'not having a reason to like someone'. So I have not been in love yet. Every other people are my crushes. LOL.

A Chinese saying '爱上一个人没有为什么。' Its still the same!! There's no reason to love someone. o.o

Then I have a question... What do couple like about each other? They have a reason to like each other leh. o.o Ok, maybe I am just jealous because I don't LOVE Nino, Kame, Jin and all the candy guys. LOL

Fly

2011-09-14T09:59:00.000+08:00

Blogging while waiting for time to go out. Omg, time is passing so slowly today! I'm gonna be dead boringly sweeping for houseflies in my shop. (TRUE STORY)

On Monday, a pretty huge housefly flew out from a dress that I was IRONING. (Sorry housefly, idk you were there)... It zoom out and rest on the dressing table beside me, overturned and no energy to turn back.
It stayed still for a few minutes and I thought it was dead =_= but not yet. o.o So I blew it to help it stand on its own feet! Sadly, it had no energy to fly off and my colleagues damn freaking curel! They took the steam iron and blew the steam on the poor fly! The fly was struggling to escape but can't!!! So sad!!

In the end I hid the fly behind a photoframe, hoping that it would recover and fly away but no!!! The poor fly probably is too old to fly or what and ended up idontknowsqueezeorsquashed under the tissues into the bin.

R.I.P housefly...

International staff day

2011-09-13T21:52:00.003+08:00

So today is the international staff day huh? IORA, LALU, MINI TOONS all closed for staff day. LOL. How cool is it if there is an International Staff Day where the whole Singapore just don't need to work. Including shopping centers, buses, cabby uncles, delivery, restaurants...
IT WOULD BE COOL YEA?

Funness

2011-09-13T21:32:00.003+08:00

Funness. End. Really fun of funness today.
I hope IORA has many people tomorrow... I don't want to do nothing in shop again and let time pass by so slowly!

Time after time...

2011-09-12T23:25:00.000+08:00

Time. Pass so slowly. I feel like I am in Heaven... Where time pass by slower than Earth. Serious... Ironing clothes for what feels like an hour is actually 10mins. =_= And how many clothes have I ironed for 10 mins?? Almost all the clothes given to me.

Meh. I am fast hor? Why I iron so fast? Don't ask me. IDK. And I feel like I took 5 mins to iron a shirt. In reality, I took like 1 min for a shirt? OMG. I thought time pass fast when you are doing something enjoyable?? I'm trying very very hard to make my work everyday as enjoyable as possible but it does not seems to be the case. :/

Plus, I am so tired that I am starting to stone and day dream at work. My brain machiam stop completely when I am ironing clothes and to others, I look like a zombie ironing clothes. LOL. And when I have a task, I suddenly snap out of my day dream mode and look so blur. I even forgot what they asked me to do. Man... I am so hopelessly hopeless...

I need money but the money I will earn, (yes, I have not get my pay yet.) I will use that as my allowance as my salary is somewhere similar to my allowance except for a few tens or yes, tens... I realize I spend more when I work than when I go school... And my salary is not that high enough to give me any extra money to buy my darling mangas! T^T

What is this shyt????

2011-09-09T14:16:00.001+08:00

You know what? Iora called me again this morning to ask to to work at Tiong Bahru today. Of course I accept because for the sake of money. (Even if I don't want to work, I still have to, for MONEY.)

Yea, and when I am changing my clothes, Iora called again and say, "Oops! Sorry, you don't need to work today! I read the wrong part timer name from the list. I'm so sorry!!"

My reaction was HUH?? And I replied her it's alright gracefully IT'S ALRIGHT.

Damn, why all my part time jobs are so irregular?? Relief teaching, stock taking, part timer sales associate. Really PART TIME.

Freak, don't tell me my jobs for the rest of my life is gonna be like this?

何これ何これなんで！？！？！？

2011-09-08T23:05:00.000+08:00

何来れ何来れなに？？？？？？嘘だ！！嘘嘘嘘嘘！イオら嘘！

I can't believe IORA called me to say that my shift is BEING CANCELLED! Make me happy for a while. Freak!!!!! Iora never ask me to work for 3 days liao leh! I need money! Grrrr...

働く

2011-09-08T19:21:00.000+08:00

明日。。。働く働く働く。。。イオラで。つまれないでもお金のために、私は仕事をしなければならない。残酷なお金。お金がいますから。私は仕事をしなければならない。

Geez!!! I have to work tmr!! How I hate it! D:

I get to eat last because I'm the youngest. (I don't mind that)
I don't know how to handle calls. I have no idea what the calls are talking about. The person would just say,"Check stock.". What??
I'm slow at finding clothes. They have like so many clothes in stores and omg... I get dizzy while finding the clothes. D:
I find clothes damn slow too... And get scolded by them too. I'm slow...
And the staffs like never talk to me de... D: And got a one staff I don't quite like. D: She so bitchy. Bleh. ヽ(`Д´)ノ
I don't look forward to tomorrow. Bleh.

Off off off!

2011-09-07T12:44:00.001+08:00

Today is my off day!! Iora don't need me today. LOL. Happy or sad? It doesn't matter, I can rest today. I think I tried all the chores at Iora liao. LOL. From hanging clothes to picking up calls... Tiring and boring... Cannot rest de... D:
And everytime I go to work, how I wish I'm a housewife. LOL. So I can don't need go work but still has money to spent on. AHAHA.

T_T

2011-09-05T23:36:00.001+08:00

Tiong Bahru tomorrow... 9 hours somemore!! I AM BORED THERE! Work is not fun at all!! I dread today so much le... Tmr how??? 1 hour to work extra! *cries* Somemore I am the last one to eat lunch. D: Like wtf... I am boringly bored hungry leh!

SPIRITED64

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现实

AGM 2011

Laziness

Comparison

Funny thoughts

Interesting people

My way

Stress

No

Fairness

Happy CNY!

Rants

SOPA

Insects

Rain rain~

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Am I doing it right?

So...

Speaking of which...

Open House

Reflections for 2011

My resolutions!

Xmas

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Daily rants 2

hurting like one kind

1-10pm

Rants

3!

Today

o^^o

2012

Over!

Cosplans

Like a dog

Common Test

SOY D conference

Plans

Trust

New site

Starbucks~

お久しぶり

Some people

どうして？？

Pray

Feeling lucky?

Procrastination

Weekly reflection

Movies!

Kaiji 2 premiere

Have you?

Updates!

Exercising

囍

Apologies

Blogging helps!

>12hours out

Decision

Nyan

The next step

Worries

The way of tea ~The living aesthetic art~

Yes?

School life!

@.@

Why??

Disappointed

Cuiness

Be prepared

Happy!

Emos...

心痛

What I spend doing at home

I'm alive once again

Reflections and complains

Loft days!

The long awaited JTC camp

Just a dream

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